Monday, January 11, 2010

Manic Monday #196

january 11 2009

What is one thing you wish you could change about yourself?

Hmm.. that's a difficult question.

Maybe I should change the fact that I think so much about old friends.
I think I'm out of their systems for a long time, but they're still in mine.

I also want to change doubting myself so much.
When I make decisions that involve the lives of others I always make them careful and selfless.
Yet, when something happens I start to doubt. I know it's human, but I have to tell myself consciously that I made the decision well, with the knowledge and experience of that moment.

Do you believe everything happens for a reason?

I do, but the last years I wonder if it's true.
I can't find a reason behind the difficulties I encounter in my life.
Other people have lots of fun and can do whatever they want, and I'm stuck with a family that needs a lot of care and attention.
Unless I'm on my way of becoming a saint and some divine intervention makes that very clear to me, I struggle with the fact that I really, really want to go on vacation, but that there's no one else to take over and no money to hire someone.

It's my birthday soon, and we don't even have the money to invite people due to the fact that the children needed extra things this winter, let alone I
ll experience a surprise party. Never had one.

What would be your dream job?

Hmm... I like Oprah's job, even though I would take some matters more serious. Like vaccinations and autism, and some other health issues.
When the job isn's available anymore I'll take over Dr. Phil's one. I'm a psychologist too and I have to say that I honor ethics a lot more.

You can also send me away as traveljournalist/photgrapher.

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